I’m going to be real with you right now...and I HATE admitting this kind of stuff, but...
Y’all know that I love manifesting. I preach it. I’ve shared the amazing shit I’ve manifested with you in the past. And I think I’m pretty good at it (scary good at it, in fact...I have wanted things so badly that I'm pretty convinced I caused someone else pain in order to get the thing...then I lost it pretty quickly after. But that's for another day...). Today I've concluded that I’ve been good at it by accident, and it's time for me to take full ownership of this.
Yes, I do the internal and external work and I show up as often as possible for myself and what I want to achieve…
But I’m not always intentional. A lot of my manifesting around the things that I should be actively working on have all come to me when I’ve grown so frustrated that I have no other choice but to let go.
And this frantic manifesting has got to end.
I don’t know about you, but I want to start creating a dope ass life on purpose. I want amazing shit to flow to me with ease.
Today I’m choosing to load myself up on CBD and caffeine until it feels like Source energy is flowing through my veins and I can accomplish anything (check lol), smile often, dance for no reason, listen to my favorite songs on blast, talk to people who make me laugh and bring me joy, move my body in a way that brings my endorphins to life, and I’m going to live like I already have the life that I want.
I know it can be tough to feel good when your reality isn’t reflecting where you want to be. I struggle with this almost everyday. But it’s the only way. I’m not available to be anything but the woman who gets to have it all. All I need to do is put in the request and enjoy being alive, trusting that it’s already mine. It’s your turn to do the same.
Have you checked out the new affirmation mugs I've posted up on my shop? I'm OBSESSED with the "I Receive with Ease" and "Supplied by Source" mugs. Can't wait until mine come in the mail. You can check all four designs out and get yours by clicking on this link.